Tuesday, February 17, 2009
hais, today went sch per normal.
all double periods !
hais, i think i really really must
control myself, not to breakdown.
i cannot breakdown during this period of time.
i must try not to be too obsessed over it.
as i say, must kan de kai. i must be able to do it.
i must prepare for the worst, precaution is needed.
if not i might just fall and not get up.
this really affected me in alot ways
i dun wish that this happen but, i think
it will happen. but i try not to let it happen
i must promise myself, even if this friendship ends.
i will not try to find anymore . i must do it.
this cannot tied me down, i must let go if i must
if not i will breakdown and emo for weeks.
that seriously cant happen now!
tmr is physics test, im not going to study
iam quite confident of passing it.
i am really in no mood to study for it
i believe my physics basic foundation
will not let me down.
my friend no longer care abt it, making it
worst. but i still care for it. i shall
maintain this as long as i can.
hope to be forever, but im just dreaming.
this cant happen anymore,
since i cant stop it from happen, i just hope
it dun happen that fast. i must not be so sensitive .
i have lost trust in most of my friends in class
SORRY but i have to say this, and thanks mingrong
i really appreciate you. 2009 is a tough year
i shall try to get pass it, i dun believe
it can be down all the way.
life is full of ups & downs.
i believe, this will be temporary.
hopefully bah.
i cant wait to change my seating position!
its dam uncomfortable!
cannot lean, den infront of teacher, den surrounded by
people that i cannot talk about other stuff other den school de.
i really really going to collaspe le
My story, My life.
9:44 PM
