i feel so lost. everything isn't smooth for me. my emotion changes easily. its tough to sustain something. Its all my fault. I shouldnt think so much. I simply lack of self-confidence. I got nothing to say about myself le. the worst has yet to come. all the fault is on me. i caused it i no longer know what i can do le. I always tell myself, life is about choices. however, i cant seems to make the right choices. and sometimes its simply chosen for me without ME wanting it. I sometime wish to blog everything, but i can't. i cant imagine life without you. i really hope i can cope with losing you once day. I keep have a feeling that, you don't wanna talk to me don't wanna meet me and dun wanna tell me anything etc. i keep feel the wrong way. im just like hurting myself just like this. i think i will just give up trying to say anything before i worsen it. I should just dont care and let nature take its course. what will come, will come. Let my fate decides it, since i cant bare to make any decision. but really hope its a good decision.
Everyday is boring. I need to do lots of work. School work completely taken up my time. Left over time is either spent on dota or slack.
tanmingjie, please wake up. its MARCH 3rd. one blink of eyes can become OCT. its a matter of months.
i often show sarcasm towards mingrong. saying without studying my marks dun differ much from him. but i do know, studying is a must but i din have the habit of studying since pri 1. someone must help me study with me. i really cant study alone. and im quite lazy to do anything. im bombarded with all the work . NYBC is killing me. its really taking up my time, PE project too, Geog project too. life sucks. for nw
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Mingjie is his name. Basketball/Pool/Bmx is the sport Cliques/Friends/Family are the love. TemasekPoly Business School is his school 2ndSept is the day.
