Today was mondayyy! flagraising was prize presentation! Environment club obtained for the year 2009. highest level green audit award. LOTUS ;D we obtain it since 2005! many diff! ESSS do have environment awareness!
Drama club got bronze for their syf.
anyway, today did practically nothing much! ok ya i punched jeffery! cos of his big mouth! which i feel guilty out of sudden. just like hw mingrong last time whine to joel. well im just a loser (: BUT it will change in a matter of seconds. ok i got to knew my ca marks. all sucks ! cos i sucks? ;D i cant continue like this slacking. i need to work hard. This year is crucial for my FUTURE. But im so stucked over something ! which shall remain vividly in my mind, facing it alone . should i or should i not ? ;D
anyway, jus did english research. planning to sleep soon! tmr might be getting back poa test. hoping a desire mark.
Im losing interest in tamiya. thats good. (: I wanna fall in love. but i dunwanna fall out of love again. but i wanna be happy however i cant be as happy as before. even though i tried, i only can be NORMAL. which is nt v.good! actually, i have been thinking alot. Why people can study, i cant? Why people can top, i cant? Why people can work, i dont? Why people can be hardworking, but im lazy? When can i freaking change my mindset, to studying? i want to study! but i only can do best, in certain circumstances. Anyway i bet no one will ever read that far. So i shall treat it as self reflection for myself.
Love can be blissful or otherwise. Hate can be resolved or worsen. Can both co-exist? (: I wanna quit playing, til end of O level. Sooo wish me luck.
I still love you, i miss the past.
My story, My life.
8:55 PM
Music!
Mingjie is his name. Basketball/Pool/Bmx is the sport Cliques/Friends/Family are the love. TemasekPoly Business School is his school 2ndSept is the day.